forgotten silence~

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there is a forgotten silence filling our home

a quietness that became a faint memory in the back of my mind

 

we are feeling all a little out of sorts

slowly gathering our lives

and sorting them back out

 

i think we all became accustom to the way in which we were living

not so much because we wanted to 

but more so because we needed to

 

i am no longer marked by a calender of time

a movement that had me not thinking 

just actively doing

being driven by a force of what had to be done

 

yesterday was that of mostly sitting

with small doses of stirring about

 

reflecting upon what we overcame

and wondering now where my life will lead

 

sitting here this morning relishing in my thought 

"time is in the palm of my hands"

and pondering

what i shall do